" Getting Over: Part 2"
All it took was seeing my ex again...
I thought I was completely over her until I met up with her to return her book. Now the longing for her came back.
I honestly thought it wouldn't. I thought that I was over her. I thought I was in good shape. I considered dating someone seriously. Now my world's turned inside-out again.
I thought I didn't love her anymore. I thought that I wouldn't care. Now I'm back to square one: worrying about her, wishing she was mine.
I know I should stop feeling this way. A future with her is not possible. Yet she does something to me. Is it the way she looks? Or a need to win her back? Or am i just pathetic? Whatever the reason, I need to find a way to overcome it. I just don't wanna hurt anymore.
All it took was seeing my ex again...
I thought I was completely over her until I met up with her to return her book. Now the longing for her came back.
I honestly thought it wouldn't. I thought that I was over her. I thought I was in good shape. I considered dating someone seriously. Now my world's turned inside-out again.
I thought I didn't love her anymore. I thought that I wouldn't care. Now I'm back to square one: worrying about her, wishing she was mine.
I know I should stop feeling this way. A future with her is not possible. Yet she does something to me. Is it the way she looks? Or a need to win her back? Or am i just pathetic? Whatever the reason, I need to find a way to overcome it. I just don't wanna hurt anymore.
2 Comments:
Yep, I know what you mean, it's tough. It's like a fight with yourself which you will always lose.
Eventually the feeling will go away. For now, use it to your advantage and don't let it affect you negatively.
this is painful. i know what you mean. what i do is i move to another city. and disassociate myself ..
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