Sunday, March 05, 2006

" Getting Over: Part 2"

All it took was seeing my ex again...

I thought I was completely over her until I met up with her to return her book. Now the longing for her came back.

I honestly thought it wouldn't. I thought that I was over her. I thought I was in good shape. I considered dating someone seriously. Now my world's turned inside-out again.

I thought I didn't love her anymore. I thought that I wouldn't care. Now I'm back to square one: worrying about her, wishing she was mine.

I know I should stop feeling this way. A future with her is not possible. Yet she does something to me. Is it the way she looks? Or a need to win her back? Or am i just pathetic? Whatever the reason, I need to find a way to overcome it. I just don't wanna hurt anymore.